He hurts me without even knowing. Without even trying. I don't want to love him, but for some stupid reason...I do. I wish he thought about me as often as I think about him. I wish he cared about me like he does his current friends. And I wish it wasn't so blatantly obvious that we'll never be together. I hate that it's pretty much impossible for us to be anything more than friends. It's not fair and it hurts my feelings.
I formed a band with my best friend. We're called Juniper and Lamplight. Our first song is about him. A lot of the songs I write are about him. She doesn't know that. Yet. I'll tell her eventually so we can both sing it with the same meaning. But for now, I'd like to just keep it to myself. Maybe the feelings will go away. And then again, maybe they won't. "But what else can we do but hope and pray and say that we'll get by? "
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